Doing Life in Lavender

Hello again! This is another photo that probably wouldn't exist if it wasn't for my epilepsy. This is a photo of two cuddly neurons (brain cells). If you ask my dad they're my only brain cells! I've always had a passion for science and it was always my best subject in primary school. However, anyone who has had to spend any extended period of time with me knows I'm a giant biology nerd. And a large part of my fascination with the human body and how it works comes from having to try and understand why my brain was different from everybody else's when I was younger. As a child, I grew up learning (and I'm still learning) all the jargon that neurologists use. That meant I knew a load of words, and I knew what they meant for me with my brain. But when I studied the Brain in Biology at school it was so exciting! I got to learn all the complicated words for how the brain worked without abnormal activity! My passion for biology and the way the human body works is s...

 Hello again! Today I thought I'd show you the first time I met a cuddly toy killer whale called Shamu. For a stuffed creature he has been pretty important in my epilepsy story for the past thirteen years. He has been not only a great comforter as a child accompanying me into hospital even in recent days. As I grew up he came in very handy as a cushion to land on as I rather precariously moved around the house on my bad days. I, even now, if I'm having a bad day will crawl around carrying him underneath me as I go so that if I do seize I have a soft landing and don't injure myself.  He is also the guardian of my family's circulation. Let me explain... I've been known to get very grabby when things get bad. If I have hold of something tightly it can make me feel more safe and secure when I'm having a rough day. I can't injure something squishy and full of stuffing like Shamu and if I'm grabbing onto him, I'm not cutting off the circulation of my famil...